what wrong with my eye's piping system...???

Dear friend.....
its been a long time i didnt mention about u here in my selfish journal....its been a long time that i havent mention bad things about u...how i dissapointed on u....how u treated me...u abandon me who been always with for for almost 6-7 years.....

Know what....even i did say that i dont wanna know anything about u....even for a simple event that u made up....or about ur love story.... Even im not the first one who know everything what goes on today.... Even if we havent been sitting together wat we used to do long time ago....Even when i need u the most you are not there for me to comfort me...like i used to treated u when u are about to lose faith..... i let u love the person i like....i do jelouse actually but for the sake of "bestfriend"... i let it flow...i smile....because we have promised right.... Dont fight because of guy...!! ...

But deep inside i still care....i still can smile while talking to u...i still can talk conmfortably withou any hatred inside me..... i do care...i do wanted u to live you happy life.... especially to a person who u called a FRieND.... i let u go because it is the best way for u to have a happy life instead of beig with me n my boring life.....

Now...knowing u that u are actually not happy enough....u make me feel bad about those words i used to named u..... i feel guilty... and sad.... im truely crying....

Friend ...live a happy live....u deserve it....

JinutZ...
12.23 am (3 march 2012)