Flashback...**
Surfing internet...then nampak la post drg yang entah2 tu...Macam besa..sakit ati pny pasal laa....thennnnn....Sya Klik Gmbar kwn nie....n yeah...Shock bermula...Bila nampak Gmbar profile dia em...gmbar kmi berDua tym pergi holiday a few months ago...
I didn't expect actually dia akan bt gini.... and now...even if u try... i thinks my heart never stop bleeding and crying.....
Or maybe dia nampak post2 sy d blog nie....yala pasal hati sakit kena abandoned kan...Sapa ta sakit ati kalu gini...Bukan minta Dihargai tapi sya juga manusia.... Sya tidak minta lebih....
Ntah laa..... what ever happen...let me handle my things alone..... i think it is the best way for me to learn how to be independent.....beCause i know i Day , very possible for things to turn back just like now...ABANDONED....!!!....
And my dunk2 say...: "i've told u before kan...not to trust anyone...and not let yourself to carry someones burden....look now....they never turn back to you when u a travelling your hard tym....its good to be good...but think about it first....."...... *ala we are at the same shoes dear....
Susah kan mo jadi baik....bila jadi baik org ta ingat...tp bila jadi org yang jahat, bt masalah..bg bad influence pula kna ingat.....
That is y i Said to myself for not to be too gud....but it is better for me to be bad....
But still....
God made me like this.... he created me not to be someone's enemy...not to be someone who carry all those hatred.....huh......thanks god....for never leave ur humble slave..... fail me if im wrong..... "what come around goes around ..." rite....fuh...
*relief....hehehe
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