Tired sangatt.....Cukup laa....

"Congratulation!!!" wahh excitednya dapat nie ayat.....senyum kembang sampai ujung akar rmbut lagi....pulang rumah dengan harapan~~ pujian..~~thankful~~Gladness.....at the end...PHUIK!!!
Emm ntah la....DIA tak penah pulakan akan cakap something great...!! i dun care gak kalau mo komen...tapi tapa la....nasib ada my dad and my mum..thankss..u are my great parents yang DIA tak penah Appreciate...
I promise mummy & daddy.... I Will always be there where ever u need me...!!i Promise.....
to DIA....its ok...u are great..u are smart...u have ur great life...u have great husband *yaa....i get bored listen to ur story....puji2an melulu....aiiishhh...but why u never me freely doing my own thing....doing my own DECISION.....
I still remember, its 5-6 years ago, u`ve told me to follow my instinct and choose what is best for me....never listen to anybody...and u said the important thing is, never ever follow other people idea.....i kept that in my mind....Thanks....But what happen now??? u ask me to let go of my dreams..ask me to choose another dream according to what u hav planned for me.......thanks i appreciate that...i said i think about it....
I have planned my way....and yes...i`ve got the  "Dream Course"..yeahh..its in United Kindom...fuhh...im a superstar now...They adore me....but u...??? i feel really hurt when u said i didnt Qualified to that couse and u said i might be a burden for me to stay a very long Distant with our family,friends and of cause relatives...huh...?!...DIDNT QUALIFIED??? ouchhh.....broken hearted..really...i thought u are the one who should be very happy.....
Sorry...i Didnt meant to take away your CROWN in everyone`s eyes....im so sorry...but please...stop HUMILIATING me....!! i dont know what wrong with u.... but its ok... i hate argueing...SOO.....
I rejecting The Oversea`s studies just to make u Confort once again....

Truely Hurt....!!! * tear drops in every single alphabet i make.....

Thanks for Reading my broken hearted Posts..... Sobb..Sobb...
P/S..: its ok..the god news is...im going to My medical and Sport science Course...!!! finally Dream is on the way to become reality....hope soo... Praise the lord Jesus Christ for making me "Tahan Tukul"...!!